Creation Or Chaos

If there is anything we can learn as human beings, individually, collectively and historically, is that in awakening there is chaos. As we look out on the world with sorrowful eyes, we can see the building-up of awakening presenting itself as anger, fear and resentment; all being projected upon one another.

It’s a time to reveal the depth of our death creating fear; the internal struggle of our weary minds, and the secret joys of our life manifesting hearts. If we do not, we face the same and the cyclical trauma gets worse. Being honest about our inner world is the key to changing the outer world.

To close your eyes and struggle with change inflicts dis-ease, discomfort and a rampant build up of stagnation. I should know, I did it for several years living in a career that I thought would make me happy and worthy.

As my body got rigid and sick, following the guidance of my mind, I saw that no matter how hard it looked, I had to choose myself, instead of a path littered with ideas of what I thought I should be. My wounds of adaptation and rebellion kept me trapped in a cycle of extremes. I had to own it all.

To own your tragedies as victor instead of the victim; letting go of nightmares dressed with generational curses is not the easy path. But neither is living a lie and wearing a mask of social distortion.

To stand in the mirror and look into the eyes of your inner child, welcoming the knowing that was once considered not worth hearing or being seen, is power. Even if there is bewilderment in your heart from years of struggle, it is still the true power. You may not know what remembering will bring, but you know that if you push it down….you have no place to go but to a past that was not of your own creation. But if you stand in the wilderness of change knowing that you are both the creation and creatrix, you will let go of the fear based, distorted collective consciousness. That energy that rises up as thoughts in your mind was born from those who learned separation and scarcity. These were unconscious agreements.

When you stand with your heart open to your authentic passion, you will understand that the ideas, projections and requirements were all made up. When you step out of the mental and emotional boundaries by saying yes to yourself, you will know that the boundaries you were told led to death, if crossed, were an illusion all along. So sit quietly in non-judgmental presence, releasing outer projection and the spirit of life within you will speak clearly and reveal your path. Do it over and over with all the love you can muster. Understand that the divinity within does not speak in fear and flight, but in peaceful power and love. Without condition. Practice and you will know the difference. And so it is.

In Lak' ech Aka K'in (You are another me) Love, DeeDee 

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