Look into your heart and you will find the child that wants to love in a healing way and walk in the embodiment of your soul's energy on earth.
Reflect on what you loved.
Reflect on the desires that were organic.
Let yourself feel the yearning....
Know that true love is still alive and calling to you from beneath the fear of letting go into your greatness....
No need to mourn the loving yearning...The souls love can never die.
If you allow it, all that has transpired in your life, can be transformed into wisdom. This can happen if you take it as a learning and not a judgement. The Universe within is not one of judgement, but wholeness.
Let go of perfection and choose grace.