I can remember at one point in my life not being able to breathe. Trying to breathe would literally bring up so much fear, anxiety and sadness. It felt like there were memories trapped in my tears I refused to release. And if i did release, I was afraid I would explode. But I knew I had no choice or...I would explode. Or fade into robotic, life siphoning, dulling habits of coping.

I have not found my center to be hard and immobile, nor have I found that a perfect state of harmony, as we see it traditionally, is normal and perhaps, even healthy?   In the past, I was a person who habitually and excessively put a goal, obligation or "should" ahead of my state of being. It still creeps up sometime today in seasons of great change.

Embodied Calm is a part of who you are and being calm in action, thought and emotion, you radiate that essence and it touches all around you.

At one point in my life, I purposefully dumbed down my joy and infinite abundance of love and insight to make those who couldn't fathom it feel comfortable. But that only lead to me being half of myself and distorting the way I interacted with people.

So I say that the mustard seed of peace you wish to experience is a pause away if you choose to give yourself the permission to stop.,,,

Although I made it to Florida safely, the deep learning in that situation when I look back on it was that I did not create a safe space for my body or mind to experience such a huge transition....

It’s a time to reveal the depth of our death creating fear; the internal struggle of our weary minds, and the secret joys of our life manifesting hearts. If we do not, we face the same and the cyclical trauma get worse.

I once did not know that I was beautiful and thought it was arrogant to say it. I found my own beauty by understanding societal trends and cultural diversity. Once I understood that my size, color, lips and hair were, for some, a fad and a preference or even something to brag about, I decided I wanted to be more than a superficial concept...

Look into your heart and you will find the child that wants to love in a healing way and walk in the embodiment of your soul's energy on earth.⁣

Anger is the chaos of realization, the precursor to resurrection. -DeeDee Jones If you allow it to be.⁠ There is nothing wrong with the...